Me and my younger brother have habitually been close, he’s 18, I’m 20 and lately we’ve glimpsed our connection blossom.
I wish I were trolling, that what I’m about to tell you is a lie – but it’s not, delight don’t judge me.
It’s been this way for a month now, we’d habitually been normally close siblings but ever since he broke up with his woman companion, I would comfort him and say “it’s satisfactory, you’ll find someone perfect someday.”
Last week we were in his room and I said those accurate phrases, we looked into one anothers eyes and kissed.
It sensed weird, he came onto me but I reciprocated and before long we were french kissing on his bed, he was touching my knee.
Then, of course, our parents returned and I sensed wrong. Kind of gross, even.
I went back to my room and cried. The next day we were dwelling alone and he kissed me again, things got out of hand and we were doing things to each other, then we made passionate love and reclined into one anothers arms.
It’s been nearly three days since we made love, we’ve been kissing and doing other things when we can and I can frankly say that we are in love.
We’ve been designing our future together, and I’m beginning to believe I made a HUGE mistake – I love him, but I’m not certain if it’s like that.
What should I do? I don’t disregard what I did at all, delight don’t mock me, he came on to me and I was stupid sufficient to get blown away by it all.